To be very straight forward,i will be 27 this month and i still have no idea about what i really want to do in my life!I can say that i am still exploring about it or rather i am very confused about it.I really don’t have a dream that i am putting efforts to!It was the same from my 20s when i joined college.I am pretty lucky to have fortunate things in life,i do love my days..but then there is no such long term purpose in life for which i have spent sleepless nights.so finally i decided to take it up seriously..
I imagine myself as an individual with multiple dreams,aspirations,doubts and confusions..All tangled up wires!Now when i sit down and command my brain to point out what i exactly want to do in my life,my brain acts bizarre!I end up with more confusions and this time a little sad,as i am realizing that i couldn’t figure out a dream for myself all this years.Or may i found many dreams that i never focused on one!
My mind come to rescue and we try to figure out what i don’t want to do in life.Now as i count on this,many wires gets untangled,many vanishes.Thinking a lot more on it made me realize what i should do in life to avoid those ‘dont’s in life’.This logic attracts me a lot and i am trying to go with it.
My pathway is not lighted,but i can see the spot at the end of the tunnel.Now that is what i really wanted.Something to start with..Now probably i can build on it!.As i start walking i will slowly explore..and this time no confusions!!
I had earlier written about this idea of “Thinking what you don’t want matters”.This thought is helping me a lot in confusions, demanding more attention.Hence picked it up again.
So,When you have no idea about ‘what you want to do’,start with trying to understand ‘what you don’t want to do’!Then You will find some clues,building on it ,you will find your DREAM.The real one.
That is the trick.
Thank you:-)
LightUpThoughts 